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To the writer on ‘Comments’…AND many others (I’m sure)…..DO they have names? I can only speak of we 12 “Inners”, and the answer is: YES.
EVERY ANGEL HAS AN ACTUAL NAME!  The trick is, trying to PRONOUNCE THEM! Lots have X’s in them. Real TONGUE TWISTERS, Believe Me!
So often I “nick name” them (they understand why)…..thank God. These names are not only hard to say…but so too, to REMEMBER. (ugh)
In the upcoming book, 2 of the FOUR SPIRITS (Angels), are told. I have never been told of that of the EASTERN and the SOUTHERN Angels’ names. But for your sake will tell those two I’ve been ‘introduced’ to: Angel of the WEST : “STORM”. Angel of the NORTH : NORTHWIND.
The book tells what each does and has charge of. re
Tho few of the readers here are Native Americans (“The First Nation Peoplesâ€)…Many ARE, like myself….”breeds.” Containing NA blood in their DNA. Most but just a tiny amount.
I’ve found these are the main seekers of NA “ways.”
As told, I will not share anything “Medicine”. Things only a Medicine Person needs to BE a Medicine Person. Yet there ARE things many CAN be told (“safely”). For instance, our (Inners) do do…as well as many NA of Spirituality,
I will share here:Â Â MORNING PRAYER TIME.
We “Inners” recognize our Mother Earth has “over-seers”. 4. The EAST / SOUTH / WEST / NORTH Spirits. Those called by many: the “4 Direction Spirits”. We “Inners” see (yes : SEE) these 4 as ANGELS. Others in THEIR way. Aho?
Early EVERY MORNING we make our way to the Pre-Sunrise (“Grandfather”) Pray Time….OUTSIDE. Year Round. Rarely is this time missed.
We begin our prayer time AS the TIP OF THE SUNÂ Â FIRSTÂ Â appears on the horizon.
Prior to that, contemplating is done as we await.
As the sun rises we thank the 4 direction Spirits / Mother Earth AND the GREAT CREATOR (the “3 in one), for the new day. Thanking all for their watching over us of earth.
This is NOT a “rote” prayer. WE MEAN IT! It’s a HEART prayer. MEANT, and FROM, OUR “Heart.” Aho?
You will understand as you begin this Day by Day greeting. DO SO YOUR WAY!
WHEN THE BOTTOM OF THE SUN TOUCHES THE HORIZON…the day begins….and your morning thanksgiving / greeting is over.
THIS PRAYERTIME IS REPEATED AT SUN DOWN. When the BOTTOM touches the horizon ‘til the TIP disappears, we THANK ALL FOR THE DAY’S EVENTS.
This and more on these prayer times are told in my forthcoming book (out soon, I hope). Why repeat myself. Aho.
The results of these prayer times is that we are ALIGNING to our CONNECTION to “He” of ALL CREATION. Starting our day IN THAT Atunement. ENDING in ATUNEMENT. Aho?
The book explains more. WE START, AND END, OUR DAY, in “HIM”. Aho?
So, you who seek our “way”, this will get you started. Meanwhile, understand, please, this is the INNER HEYOKA “way.” Aho  re
(WS)
Was JUST about to go to town. A knock on door canceled THAT! 3 on the porch. One a friend and “brother,” with 2 “unknowns.” A FILM CREW!
“We’d like to do a Documentary on you / domes. Would you allow it?”
2 1/2 hours later they ran out of film tape. “We’ll try to get back tomorrow.”
THE DOMES and the REASON BEHIND THEM….was an EYE OPENER!
Ran outta film at Skydome…want more on that.
Both are into ECOLOGY. Both FULLY AWARE folks do NOT “save the world” by DENUDING IT! Want to show what “REAL ECOLOGY” IS!
“Less is BEST”…”NATURAL verses DESTROY.” These 2 are REALLY INTO IT! Do documentaries on USA Events. Cancer marchers / etc. BIG “news” stuff. “People Helping PEOPLE” stuff. Aho?
They came, they saw…THEY WERE CONQUERED!
The sound man lives very close by. Love the 1st two…but SKY’S was “THE WHOLE CAKE”!
“A HOUSE! WOW, of WILLOWS!  UNBELEVEABLE!!!” AND so CHEAP!!!”
Later the cameraman said his partner had a request……………”I want one re…want in my back yard. Will you teach me how? I’m very serious about this”….???
Told him : If YOU do ALL THE Labor AND PAY FOR MY GAS…and Supply me with some ciggs…yeah, I’ll help.”
So, we’ll see. Aho?
All 3 told me “We have a newspaper reporter (SEATTLE TIMES!) who would like to meet you. Can she?  Would you mind?”
So, another “we’ll see.” ????
This is the BIGGEST NEWSPAPER IN ALL WA STATE!  (gulp)
Book on building? IF THIS DOCUMENTARY Gets Out…AND a “HOW TO MAKE” one as well….no! FREEBIE, as the ones in my blog.
Seems I’ve been given no choice. LOOKS LIKE “DAD” WANTS AS MUCH “OUT” AS I CAN. Why? I SUSPECT “Time IS SHORT!”. Aho? re
(WS)
YEARS of learning, told on a One-On-One to one who came to learn. Not ALL the learnings but like “YOU” were doing the visiting.
This gal donated. I don’t think many listening will ever do so. Basically “SPONGE Takers”. Would be NICE to contribute …. but, well, that’s not expected.
Between the listener and “Him”. Aho?
Guess “Dad” said “its TIME…GET THIS OUT TO THE PEOPLE!”. Aho?   re
UNEDITED! What You Hear is what was happening (dogs and all) as taped.
Parts 2 – 8 can be found here.
I’d like to tell my reason for ABHORING religions.
#1:Â I’ve seen what these “PEACE” religions have done for our world.
PEACE? NO! “OUR WAY” or……………..
I wish ALL have left we NA alone.
We warred….but not over our ONENESS WITH THE CREATOR.
We ALL KNEW THE GREAT SPIRIT ONE WAS THERE…and honored “Him,” each in our own way.
AND HONORED EACH GROUPS “WAY” OF WORSHIPPING “HIM.”
It wasn’t ‘til the “Whiteman” came that the ‘troubles’ began…..the “OUR WAY…OR…………… ”
The Catholics turned us into Slaves…and STILL DO.
Not just to we NA, but to ALL in this religion today.
“Our Way…or  GO TO HELL!”
The Mormons, turned us into PETS! Still do that, TOO!
I WISH ALL WOULD LEAVE US ALONE. Before they turn our skin “WHITE.”
They’re trying…ALL the “Religions.”
Now, the “we whites” and the Muslims are killing (AGAIN) for the “WE ARE RIGHT…YOUÂ are WRONG” “magic” of “WAYS” DOMINATION!
Started NOT as that, but turning INTO it.
“PEACE KILL PEACE KILL PEACE KILLâ€. Same ol’, same ol’.
ALL LUCIFERIFIC!
Creator is LOVE!
WHO fights for THAT?!
IF you do…then do so WITHOUT GUNS! Do it by EXAMPLE. By SHOWING. Not by SWEARING or SHOOTING!
LOVE IS KING…and CREATOR IS JUST THAT! LOVE!  re
(WS)
I have gotten a number of Emails…each wanting to GROW. Trouble is, they want to grow “NOW!!â€
For any in these ‘shoes’……..KNOW THIS :Â To “DAD” YOU ARE A BABY!
Would you, as a parent…send YOUR Tiny Child to GO TO THE STORE….3 + blocks away…crossing busy STREETS?  ALL ALONE,  A L O N E amongst HUNDREDS of STRANGERS?
Well, that’s what YOU are saying you “WANT.”
Many say:Â “TIME is so SHORT!”
Know HE KNOWS HOW “SHORT”   YOU  HAVE, TO LEARN!
Do NOT EXPECT HIM TO SEND YOU SEND YOU “TO THE STORE” until YOU ARE READY!
HIS time and OUR time is NOT THE SAME!
If you TRULY want to learn:Â Then
LEARN PATIENCE!
Now, Don’t say “I TRUST HIM” and then DON’T!
HE’S YOUR PARENT!   re
(WS)
A telling to an Email question:
Li’l Sister:  No, haven’t read that. Have little time to read much any more. Love to, too.
Are you aware of WHAT “Ego” is?
Ego is the CONSCIOUSNESS. The one you’re familiar with. The one that has Accepted ‘sin’ as THE “Way”…ie : Self.
It, not “L”, is mankind’s WORST Enemy. Not “L”…not sATAN…….YOURSELF.
What this causes (as you strive to move forward in Re-Attunement with your / our Creator) is ENORMOUS CONFLICT within your very being.
(After all, you have spent your life “doing as you please”)Â Aho?
Now tho, in this transition of going BACK to what you were HOPED would be (attuned), it (Self) will / does Fight that Re-attunement. It does NOT want to “give up its throne”.
In your wanting to go BACK (to what you HAD had (Born With Attunement)), this RE-ordering of your path is one VERY DIFFICULT “pill” for your(self) to “swallow”. Thus the “battle begins”.
SELF will combat your NEW orders…your ORDERS of SELF WILL….”tooth and toenails.”
You have spent your LIFETIME letting SELF Rule.
NOW you tell it “I’VE CHANGED MY MIND!” “My Will NOW is to get GET BACK TO WHAT AND WHERE I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE!” “Self…GIVE UP!”
“SURRENDER!!!” That’s my NEW ORDERS TO YOU / ME!
By STICKING TO YOUR NEW ORDER, it WILL fight you, but by “Sticking to your guns,” in time, it will have NO CHOICE. It WILL, eventually, SURRENDER! And your Break Through Back to GodCreator will then replace it. Aho?
YOU MUST FIRST LEARN to RELEARN before you CAN LEARN! Aho?
Yes, your battle to WALK ONCE AGAIN WITH GODCREATOR is….The CONSCIOUSNESS OF “SELF”!
Your DETERMINATION to RETURN to “Day One” is both Frightening and EnLIGHTENING!…and, eventually: WONDERFUL!
Once that “Day One” is regained, you will ONCE AGAIN WALK “HAND-in-HAND” IN THE GARDENÂ YÂ OÂ UÂ Â had left!
It is GOOD to be ONCE AGAIN, in His HANDS! HAND-to-HAND “In HIS HAND(s).
JUST AS ADAM AND EVE ONCE DID!
Aho?
HO !!!   re
“I stand at the door, and KNOCK.”
“God Wishes to lose NONE.”
“WHO WILL HEAR ME? I KNOCK!” (my paraphrase)   re
(WS)
This brother wrote about his time with Red Elk last week, learning, doing, and sleeping in the domes.
(WS)