Archive for February, 2013

My Personal War

As you know…I’m not in the best of health / shape…..BUT I’M STILL “KICKING”  (Ha ).  Ive received MANY “YOU need to get (buy)  this / that…Do This / That.” 

NO money and I’ll be danged if these well meaning “advisers” seem to think we are Rolling in cash.  Any spare goes on Food / Gas / Family Needs….before MY needs.  Takes $11 to over $40 to just go GET,  PLUS the cost of GETTING.  Start out with near 0, buy the time we are back, back with near 0.

It’s winter here, can’t find a plant not asleep that I CAN get from the land.  That and in so bad of shape, no WAY can I go Get even IF there were seasonable available.  AHO???
OK, body grrrr.
Getting weaker by each day.  A  “get out of bed to urinate”  a HUGE struggle.  Usually CAN’T MAKE IT IN TIME.  A 5 gal open bucket next to my bed … and at the PC.   
Left Foot  feels like a green LOG.  Right one not far behind.  Most food feeding spooned to my by others. Both arms so weak my torso sinks between the handle bars of the walker.  HARD TO TYPE…CANT WRITE!
Anyway, you get the picture.  Aho?
BUT I  AM CONFIDENT “POP” IS DOING A HEALING WORK!  I’m praising and  meaning the thanks!
Several Ways He can.   Aho?
As a teacher, I know many are like me…no Money.  WANT to be well BUT CAN’T “afford” to. 
“Stonelike” if I can EXORCIZE….LOOSING  UP  LOCKING   JOINTS. Exercising  Getting my bodies blood flowing better again.
I am rolling newspapers into “balls” (arms / fingers / hand / arms). 
Bungee cords to stretch, arms/shoulders/neck.
Lifting milk jugs.
Bungee cords to help my legs, etc., etc.
Hot seasoned tea drinking to speed blood veins within.
More Bayer aspirin…thinner / easier flowing blood.
Etc  Etc
Yes, I am FIGHTING!  PTL!   And ALL with ON HAND things.  Aho?
Today I started on my Toes.  COULDN’T BEND THEM ON THE LEFT FOOT.  Took a LOT of HURTFUL effort to get only a TINY MOVEMENT.  But have kept it up, till NOW the bend FULLY.  Right toes improved as well.
I have to THINK them to bend.  But the effort well worth it.  IT MEANS BLOOD IS GOING BACK IN !  Aho?
Helping HIM … and MYSELF as much as I can.
Soon I hope to NOT SINK between the handle bars of the walker….the arms stronger again.
                                                                                    GB    re

Neck/Shoulder Pinched Nerve Pain Help

I’ve 3 upper neck/back bones that’s lost their “padding”.  Now Bone on Bone. Don’t like meds (though they work) and their constant cost.  So prayed and received this:
A Foam Soft Color.  (Like for neck sprains).
I now wear this….taking off occasionally as wanted.
Works by LIFTING the weight of the Skulls weight JUST ENOUGH.  Stretching the bones from each other.  RELEIF!
 (Less then $10.00).
                                                                 GB     re

Like all of you, we have been concerned about Red Elk’s health so decided to take a visit on Valentines Day evening in between livestreaming a Women of Wisdom Conference in Seattle. It turned out to be quite the romantic Valentines Day working together all day, driving across the mountains listening to George Nori on Coast to Coast interview someone and arriving in the middle of the night to borrow Adam’s Dome home, make a fire, and find bedding in Red Elk’s truck waiting for us. We brought our own wood and it couldn’t have been more cozy. The stars were beautiful and I felt like I could pick them off of a tree, and it reminded me how long it had been since we had been camping and outside away from the city lights.

We wake up at 10:00 and call inside to Red Elk’s home, because we are not sure if he is or is not up and about and do not want to disturb him. He doesn’t answer the phone but calls right back and tells us to come on in. His wife is hauling water from the neighbors and we all go inside.

Red Elk looked heavier, and that was a bit of a relief, because I envisioned him “diminished” but instead I saw he had some weight to work with. He and Meachelle visited with Tenzing and I for a good hour and a half before they had to head to town with their daughter to go to get an MRI at the hospital and we had to return to Seattle to livestream the conference again.

Here’s the gist: Red Elk looks like he has a handle on what is wrong, and it is mainly his diabetes. He and Meachelle realized that even during that night we arrived his numbers fell way to low and could cause a Diabetic coma. They are going to have to regulate his blood sugar, when he gets his shots and his food. He couldn’t raise his hands to far up, not even to wash down all the pills he was taking.

His eyes were angelic though! He had a lot of spirit and life in them, and they were illuminating so much that I knew he was doing good. The light in his eyes gave me a lot of hope. Tenzing and I think if he gets his diabetes under control that he could live another 20 normal years and recover.

Red Elk during this time though had to use a walker, and his wife Meachelle was a real trooper doing everything she could for him, and he said that made him want to cry how hard she is working.

He told me I could post the pictures on the blog and he said to tell everyone, “For those of you who prayed for me I thank you, and for those of you who stopped praying for me and started praising God, I really thank you!”

~h & t

and then we end up back at the conference….

A Parable?

I’ve been called a Lot of things (as you can imagine) but that’s a new on me!  ( :
Here I am, TRYING to UN-parable the Bible…TRYING to Explain the SIMPLICITY of it, and find I’m “as ‘bad’ as it.
Back to the drawing board……………….   sigh
67 huh?   gee, I’m In LOVE!   ( :
I’m so  THANKFUL for being Born as I have: a Half Breed.  Knowing the understanding of both White and Native American “religions”.  Without THAT, “I” couldnt help ANY to grow.  Aho?
Our ‘Big Brother” traveled for YEARS learning AROUND  the WORLD learning what the “keepers” (of sacred knowledge)        people still retained.  Then applied it into His “Doings”.   Over All;  BRINGING BACK the ‘Days’ of Adam and Eve.
Going back (in time) I’ve been privy to watch some of these travels (Taught Sky and he’s quite good at it….”Its FUN!”).  Useing this same method I and once Sky and I together) have traced / seen Murders / Lost animals /  and yes : hidden Treasures.  Gone back and watched how to DO  ancient ceremonies and teach the indians how to DUPLACATE to reactivate for them today. 
All kinds of ‘stuff’.  Aho?
Much more as well.  Praise The Lord!
Was and IS:  the FIRST BORN!
I’ve come to the Same conclusion(s) He did:
There IS a REAL ‘GOD’
A CREATOR….a “FATHER” (Creator) of Absolutely EVERYTHING  (but the GREAT VOID…His “Mother n Father of HIS “starting point”.
The ALL MAnkiND..on THIS Earth AND All OTHERS…even the Plants / etc. are of HIS Creation and are HIS “DREAMING”
That He LOVES to “IMAGINE/CREATE” and “Fine Tune” to PERFECT  (often destroying and starting over to Better the original idea…like our up coming Armageddon and Earth Flip)
He sees NO “death” in these things because its all a “To Real” making
That there IS no Death…just IMPROVEMENT !
He’s like a KID in many ways….Having a BALL…”Building”.  Aho?  !!!
All this and THOUSANDS of other things I learned what HE Learned…and EXAMPLED.  Saying, “YOU TOO CAN DO AS I,,,FOLLOW me (His learning).
He (Big Brother)  ABSOLUTE (speed the way i Want IT!) ALSO learned…was the FIRST to UNDERSTAND   WHAT WE ARE ALL ABOUT!  And SHOWED it!  (“Follow Me).  That THAT KNOWLEDGE SAVES!    No “him” (per say) but The KNOWLEDGE!   Saves you from CONTROL….FROM DOMINATION…From  SLAVERY!  He InDEED (the way I WANT to spell it!)  THE FIRST BORN”!
He Also learned ;  WE PEOPLE ARE OUR WORSE ENEMY.    WE “block” all the “MIRACLES”.  With this ONE WORD (and ALL RELATED To it ) ;    
God is DEAD’
Etc, Etc. are GETTING YOU  UNDER THEIR “Dumbness / FEAR.  THEIR Fear there IS’ , but AFRAID To FACE IT.! Afraid THEY will “go to hell”.
                                                                    AND MANY ACCEPT THEIR “TEACHING LIES”!
What they ARE saying (“For ALL K N O W) There IS BUT ONE GOD”): “I’m AFRAID.  I don’t WANT to “Go To HELL”…I WILL BE LONELY THERE…so JOIN  ME!  believe as “Me.  “MY” ” ‘Hi Tech”> has allowed ALL to FLY (airplanes) / Etc. Etc..  LETS “GO” TOGETHER! 
                                                                                          Because I’m AFRAID
OK, I’m a “nut”. a “Joke”.  A Liar.
I’m a TRUE Follower of He who FOUND the Full TRUTH.
At least FOR ME I’ve found it. 
What I’ve found…I share.  At least I TRY to share.  AS DID JESUS.
HE said :  “If you’ve seen ME, you’ve SEEN the FATHER” (CreatorGod )  (whose name is LOVE.  PURE love).
I ask all to think as they want.  Believe as YOU want.  I don’t seek “followers” of ME.  I’M NOT HIM!  I too am just an APPRENTICE.
Do as YOU choose.  I’m just Sharing.
                                                                      ITS ALL!…….    UP TO :      
                                                                                    YOU !                       

Emails between Red Elk and a Friend

Red Elk Writes:

Yesterday the wife and I heard THE most ASTONISHING Thing we’ve EVER heard a amongst us.
3 family trying to live like pioneer farmers…2 family with young kids. One without.
At the end of there 3 season building / staying….a girl about 14 (when asked what she liked the most), said…with a BIG SMILE, “I learned to use my IMAGINATION!”
 Tech Games / etc. are ROBBING OUR Children folks.
So are the schools Red Elk!!
They take away play time, and music & art!!! They think that cramming more math worksheets down their throats –is gonna be better than letting them sit on the floor and count beans– or knit & learn to count “rows” —
I read all of this stuff that says that “whoever is in charge” of determining the curriculum in the US –has deliberately (?) shifted all our kids schoolwork into Left-brain learning, which is all LOGIC — It’s all “cram this stuff into your left brain then regurgitate it out for us on your tests” —
Logic is GREAT– but God gave us the right (artistic/imaginative) side too!! It’s like we need the male & the female — we need the logical and the artistic!!
We do not operate well as a society without developing BOTH !
Anyways, that’s my rant!!
Red Elk Responds:
We home schooled C.  She passed her g.e.d. ABOVE  the USA highest standards…at 16.  I’ve wanted to do ditto (still do) too but M and C said no.  He’s 17 now, can quit anytime he wants but in 1 1/2 years can graduate. AND GETS $41,000 Native American money UPON GRADUATING.. So I encourage him to finish regular school.
All his teachers and the Principal know my ANTI-PUBLIC SCHOOL “stand.”
“It STINKS and is Worthless in general!”.  They know TOO I pity them as the GOVERNMENT, lays down thier “rules”.   
GB   re
Friend Responds:
I understand–
That makes sense…
Stay and graduate, but at least he’s old enough to know that it’s important that he “daydreams” a lot in class!!
Red Elk Responds:
Yeah, barely squeezes by, but passing.   OK by me!
I’m SO PEEVED OFF at the CRAP burdened by GOVERNMENT!  
Friend Responds:
They try to burden us on every side Red Elk! Just step to the side– you know what the Proverbs say:
If you dig a pit, you will fall into it!
If you roll up a boulder, it will roll back on you!!
I try not to waste my energy being peeved at them & just step to the side
KNOWING they will bury themselves with the burdens they try to place on others.
Much love Red Elk,
Red Elk Responds

Good advice!  Seems too MANY “step aside”….at His cross.    Hitlers reign and on and on?  ARE we to just “Stand By”? 


Red Elk’s Friend Responds

No no–
I agree, good point…
That’s true– the gov is literally starving people to death–and we stand on the side ….
I’ll have to think more on this!!
Red Elk Responds:
Sis, it seems possibly a HANDFUL on this planet knows The Bible we use today, are FULL of “TRICK” ‘Twists and Turns” DESIGNED to STOP us from FULL Pure Knowledge within it.  You’d be AMAZED at , AS YOU GROW,  What you’ll find…after finding “EVERYTHING”.  It will ‘Blow you Away’.
I’ve found this via TESTED FACT and IN this I KNOW I’m MISSING LOTS more!   It HAS to be as I’ve as yet seen no End to the Words continuation in over 60 years now.  Aho?
Red Elk’s friend Responds:
Why would it (our bible) be designed to stop us from purity?!
I don’t doubt what you say, because I have had some of my own experiences already… But they just “get their hands” on everything!?!
I try to focus on Christ, and who He was and what he showed us by his deep Love that he continued to LIVE within!!
Red Elk Responds:
Correct…HE KNOWS WHO HE HAS CHOSEN IN  this “DESIGN.”                    
SO many THAT we THINK AS good / godly  inside  ARE not!
Surely you’ve seen VERY respected pastors / etc. giving quick “glances ” etc to person?  You see “dirt”!  Or a quick HATE look in ones eyes?  
But IF they are TRULY SERIOUS….TRYING to overcome their ‘weaknesses’, they WILL (and DO) change.
Time after Time I (n M) have seen SEX / EGO / “Prestige / Etc.  CAMOUFLAGING the TRUE SELF.
Liked…but MAKE.
Is IN Time, one TRULY wanting to BE “Christlike”,  WILL CHANGE.

It is THESE who TRULY LOVE GOD so MUCH who are the ELITE.  # 5-6 -   (7?)  will LEAP AHEAD here in THIS life.   Maybe not leap as much as they WANT to (seems all…but its the TRUE EFFORT that HE Sees!
Some (most?) are Slow…but SERIOUS.  Thus get into One of the 7 Heavens.  He KNOWS.
WE are not to judge.   
HE KNOWS their HEARTS.  BUT…we ARE to be “Leary”!
I have been fooled so MANY times.   TEST THE SPIRIT OF  ALL   ( things).  EVEN PEOPLE.  ALL!
PRAY for those who are ‘flawed’.  HELP TURN THEM AROUND!
and DON’T think YOU are “better”.  THAT puts YOU…with THEM !   be CAREFUL lil one.
I can (and DO) look at ME.  i KNOW me and I’m not at all Pleased with myself.

Not “working my way to Heaven…but WANTING “DAD” to be “tickled” I’m WANTING.
Look at all the Denominations.  All the different RELIGIONS.
 trying to please God.  TRYING but NOT CHECKING….so go on (and on) TRYING to PLEASE HIM, and WITHOUT CHECKing, go on (and one) KEEPING THEM SEPARATED from all we are to be in LOVE UNITY with.
lUCIFER has “set” us apart WELL !
Man is made to understand COMPASSION…AGAPE LOVE.  Not Sex / Self “pleasures” / EGO keeping/  WE ARE HERE to GROW in TRUE LOVE.  “on EARTH as it IS in HEAVEN” !
Can you IMAGINE what THAT would be like.  PEACE.  
PEACE.  at Last.  And WITHOUT “waiting for heaven to GET IT!     It’s WELL as THERE!  Aho?
So, yes ; Designed indeed.  Aho?
                                                             GB   re

The History of Waco North

This is what many True Followers can expect here as we FOLLOW CHRIST in Fullness.  Its from “ARK TWO”.  A Man and Wife in Canada.who FOLLOW OUR “BIG BROTHER” (Christ THE Lord):  Please read it.   
GB    re
I often refer to Ark Two as Waco North because of the number of times that we have been raided. We have been raided many, many times, but there have been four major raids. What I call a major raid is when eleven emergency vehicles and over 40 personnel show up simultaneously and unannounced. They then post police tape and won’t let us enter our own property.

On the other hand if we are already in there – they come in and find us and boot us out while they go through the inside. Since these guys come with what I call AK-47s (I am told they are not that), grenade launchers, body armor, K-9, Command Posts, (and all that), I have always said that if I ever get a knock on the door saying, “This is police – open up”, I am going to say, “One minute,” then I will strip off all my clothes (I am not all that worried about modesty), throw up my hands as I open the door, and say “No concealed weapons”, I am worried about getting shot, and I don’t want someone to say – “We thought he was about to draw a weapon.” Actually, the Canadian raids have been of a kinder gentler kind. I didn’t resist and so far no one has shot me.

Yep, I am not your usual type of survivalist. I have told not only the police, but the whole world, over and over again, that we have no weapons and the police have certainly searched our property enough times to know that is true. They used to make a big thing about my kids target bows and arrows, but I can’t even use those now, since I am now blind in my aiming eye. I am not about to bite anyone. Can’t say that I am toothless, because while I do still have one tooth it would be kind of awkward to try to stab someone with that!

Nope, people really don’t have anything to worry about from old ‘peace and love Bruce’. Anyway, what brings all this about is that there is a rumor that the local Council is again going to try lock/seal/destroy/attack in some way Ark Two. It is not inconceivable that they may come to take me away. I am not privy to their plans and God Willing, it is only a rumor.

The friends have asked me what I am going to do? Well, as always, rely upon God. Many times the local Council has attacked me in the past, and always I have tried to comply with their wishes. The American survivalist concept of resistance is not the Canadian way. I have read the current popular survivalist essay:

“Never Surrender”

“”Never give in, never give in, never; never; never; never – in nothing, great or small, large or petty – never give in except to convictions of honor and good sense”
(Winston Churchill, Oct 29, 1941)

The essay states: “Surrender is not an option” and names three phases:

The first phase of surrender is failing to be armed, trained and committed to fight. We are prepared to surrender when we are unprepared to resist.

The second phase of surrender is failing to be alert. You must see trouble coming in order to have time to respond. The warning may be less than one second but it will be there and it must be recognized and acted upon immediately.

The third phase in the essay is a lengthy paean in defense of the Second Amendment and the importance of never surrendering one’s arms.

But now, I ask you, how did that work out for David Koresh? The Waco Massacre began just twenty years ago this coming month. Seventy-six men, women and children were killed. The parallels and the contrasts are interesting. The parallel is that the children had sheltered in a buried school bus that was built as a refuge. Anyone, who has watched the National Geographic segment on Ark Two will see the parallel.

The contrast is that the men in Waco were heavily armed and committed to forceful resistance whereas at Ark Two we have no weapons and are committed to peace, love, and non-violence. The old question of WWJD (What Would Jesus Do?). The answer is “Turn the other cheek”, “Love thy enemies”, “Bless those who persecute you.” The concept of non-violent resistance of Leo Tolstoy, Mohandas Gandhi, Martin Luther King, Jr. and many others.

People ask what that is going to get them in this world, and the answer is “Success” (God willing), and if not in this world then no matter because we all depart from here sooner or later and eternity is much longer. The important thing is to have set the example in this life that Jesus wants us to.

For over thirty years Ark Two has been attacked by the local Council. They usually do this by finding some other agency to complain to and by having that agency attack us. We have had to appear in Court dozens of times, and have lost many times, eventually to win on appeal.

We conformed to every “Stop Work Order” that we received. We implemented all the suggestions of the Fire Marshal’s Office and welded shut the shelter in accordance with the decree and conditions imposed by the Fire Commission, until we had met their requirements before the Building Commission as they had ordered. We completely fulfilled the directives of the Building Commission and the latest directive of the Fire Marshal – so that in all things we are in total compliance.

The Council however, has stepped over the line at least five times in its effort to prove the old adage that, “You can’t fight City Hall”. Their strategy has always been to get someone else to fight their battles for them so that they didn’t have any legal expenses. The lawyers have loved it and it has caused us to have to mortgage our home to resist. Unfortunately, one can never say they have won the trophy because the attackers just come back on a new front.

Many have asked what their purpose/motive is? I don’t know. They have just finished taking on a corporate Goliath that wanted to put in the largest open quarry in North America. Since they won on that they may feel themselves the ‘Super Goliath”, and are now wanting to take on David.

The present members of the Council probably have no idea as to what the motive was of those on the Council over thirty years ago, but the activity has become ingrained. They put it in high sounding terms of their desire to ‘protect the public’.

When I challenged this concept at a Fire Commission Hearing saying that there were no other shelters to protect the children in case of a nuclear disaster such as I envision – the high minded response was: “Yes, but it is our responsibility to provide the best protection possible and to make sure the shelter meets the highest possible standards.”

Repeatedly, I hear that they consider the shelter to be a hazard, and for this reason I was required to put a fence around the locked shelter. It sits on top of a 150 foot cliff where trespassing motor bikes repeatedly in sport race right up to the edge! Dozens of such examples could be given – and while I don’t see any danger in the shelter it is not my place to question their motives.

The motive of Ark Two is well known. We have over a dozen YouTube videos that invariably state that the purpose of Ark Two is not survival but rather to serve humanity and to help reconstruct society. This undoubtedly seems extremely eccentric to most observers. The Impossible Dream Yes, I do identify with Don Quixote, and yes most think that I tilt at windmills.

But still, what harm is there in this? What is it about this old man that upsets the Council? They have heritage day and speak of the past. Jean and I are a part of that heritage. By virtue of her age, the oldest residents in the village. She was born in the next house south from where we live and her mother here also two centuries ago. In the 1800’s her grandfather operated the mill on the Reserve for Mill where Ark Two is now located.

The old man wishes them no ill, and I think causes no ill. He doesn’t drink and cause disturbances. He doesn’t fight with or confront anyone. He has been respectful of his neighbor’s property. What reason not to leave him alone? He doesn’t hear voices – but he does seek guidance in prayer, and this is the service that he feels led to do.

But, perhaps the Council too seeks guidance in prayer and the Holy Spirit is telling them what they should do. I am sure that the High Priests that sentenced Jesus and His followers, also felt they were being guided by God. So we know not what is for good or ill.

There are presently three video groups filming about Ark Two and myself. I am sure that further confrontation will, from their perspective, add to the drama. They will undoubtedly wish to meet with the Council and show also the Council’s perspective. As time has progressed, Ark Two has become somewhat famous. Perchance not quite yet to the level of Waco – but because of the National Geographic, millions have seen it and know about it. The series is the most popular that National Geographic has ever done and the episode about Ark Two the most popular episode.

For all I know, this could be the Will of God, that a newsworthy event about the attempts to close Ark Two could spring it much more greatly onto public attention. This may be the very means that we can spread our message to the masses. So despair not. Trust in the Lord. I am going to include here a prayer that is very meaningful to me:

So we fight for the The Impossible Dream . Never give up, never surrender, except to the Will of God, for we know not what His purpose is in any of this. As Jean approaches 90 I hope this does not become an unbearable burden for her, but if it continues on for me as far into the future as long as it has been in the past, I shall be 110.

Others have counselled me to take a different tack. They feel that attack is the best option and because there is strong evidence that we have been substantially wronged, they have suggested that we sue the Council. Not my style. But then too, I must let others do as they wish to do. One member wishes to start a Friends of Ark Two. His goal is to have ten others join him. To participate in this you should have net assets of at least one million dollars. Each of the Friends of Ark Two will initially put up one thousand dollars and give a retainer of ten thousand dollars to a top name/qualified attorney. They must stand ready to provide additional draws if necessary, which is the reason for the net assets requirement.

I won’t go into detail about the strategy or aspirations – of the Friends of Ark Two, but suffice it to say that the organizer sees potential large enough to be rewarding and that he feels that there has been a significant evidential violation of civil rights that can be pursued against the Council and individual members therein. So, if you wish to participate in the Friends of Ark Two, contact me and I will put you in contact with the organizer and you can consult among yourselves.

None of this may be necessary – because, after all, it may all just be a rumor.

Peace and love,


SAFE Ark Two Newsletter
January 27th, 2013