Friends,
My own personal family (brothers, sisters, etc.) are all just a bit older than myself, are beginning to check out (i.e. pass away). I myself have to wait to see about if I am going to pass away and come back 3 more times. I won’t know until the events. Â BUT it looks like I’m on my way too, so it shouldn’t be real long before I know. I’ve got a lot of emails to answer, regular letters to answer and I just about incapable of doing so. If I am to go, I am apologizing here for not getting back to you. I thank those that have donated and have asked questions in those donations and I have a stack here that you wouldn’t believe, but I’m just so tired all the time, and I shake so bad I can’t read my writing. My wife is so busy to take care of me, a 20 minute break is a luxury to her, so I ask you to please forgive me, I apologize, I have had the intent but so far it is getting harder and harder. Most of my regular donators have either died off or have their own family needs for what little cash they have on hand. It is OK, we are still making by and still trusting in our living god. I pray that you continue to that, whether I am with you or not. I have no idea how long my time will be. Yesterday it looked like my time was up. But I guess not, I pulled through both times. I’m falling a lot though and it is hard to get around. Right now I do have a need for you to pray for me and us. I figured out this quite old and the side door is broken by the frame. Somehow we have to go about getting this frame fixed before winter sets in. I have little money to hire anyone and have no idea who to hire, everyone is busy. I’m not asking for money friends, I’m asking for God to fix this doorway for us. It is needed badly, and it is getting cold in here. When it gets down below 72 I think I am freezing to death because the winter comes through. That’s my big need at the moment and just pray about it for us. Dad said you can do it and when and is willing to. I’m pretty sure we have enough money to fix the farm to be totally replaced. Dad knows what is needed. Please pray about that for us because it is a very heavy need, it is getting cold up here. In the last one full year I have been outside 16 times, most of those times were doctor runs, 3 times were just for the heck of it and that felt great, but it is so much trouble to get dressed and ready and get out, I don’t want to bother anymore, I just am too tired, but I’m not too tired to pray for you. If you have needs, never mind donations set forth for prayer, dad still hears us and I will let it go at that. I am more than willing to die helping others. That would be wonderful to me. God bless you one and all, forgive me your unanswered mails, I am so sorry….God Bless
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